urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:incessantly_3 incessantly_3 incessantly_3 2005-08-11T22:12:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:incessantly_3:1012 2005-08-11T22:12:43Z 2005-08-11T22:12:43Z hey to whom ever is going to read my song...first off when u read it and want to comment do so.. unless it has nothing to do with ENGRISH..if so i dont want to fucking hear it..or saying"ITS SPECIAL"no...if u have nothing serious to say dont say nothing at all.cuz i'm sick of it ok.if u want to leave a comment u can but anything to do with engrish or anything stupid dont bother.ow and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOURTNEY!!!!..i'll try to get u something this weekend..lol..and heres my song...<br /><br /><br /><br /> NIGHTMARES<br /> I'll hold my breath one last time.<br />Hoping you'll be safe from this nightmare.<br />Let me go!<br />Can u see all you doing is smothering me?<br /><br />You seem like you so perfect need all eyes on you or you'll die.<br />Just take one big breath before going under because it will be your last one.<br />You are never coming back up again.<br /><br />Never going to wake up.<br />Never being able to breath again.<br />You think its all a dream,but guess what?<br />You are trap in your own living nightmare.<br /><br />Ow how you seem so perfect on the outside<br />When inside you know you are smothering people in your sorrow around you.<br /><br />How dose it feel to be smothered?<br />Lost and knowing you can not move or breath in this nightmare of yours.<br />Come on yell,you can yell all you want to.<br />No one can hear you.<br /><br />You are now breaking down inside more and more as you breath disceret.<br />YOUR NEVER GETTING OUT!SO STOP WHILE YOUR AHEAD OF YOUR SELF.<br /><br />Never going to wake up.<br />Never going to breath again.<br />Look how pretty you body looks as it breaking and fallen apart just as you want it.<br /><br />You still think its a dream?<br />Guess again!<br />Its your own nightmare. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:incessantly_3:706 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harmless. we meet increased demands. is this the life we all had in our dreams. our eternal nightmare all of us are<br />blind to others. hide behind our plans to nothing. cage us. we weep in self defeat. all humanity is lost. in this eternal<br />nightmares. all days are lost to conditioned zones. all days are lost to what we know free us. a piece of mind. gone are dreamers<br />who strive to know. all of us are blind.<br /><br /><br /><br /> This Lying World<br /><br />be afraid of infection. be scared of evil ways. be scared for your protection. best watch your every step instinctual appeal to<br />fear. collapse and paralyze. far gone is good intention. smokescreen to commercialize teller of tales spin us a line. front page<br />impersonation. cities burn; the skies will fall civilization reduced to nothing. disease will spread to all. we buy so we<br />survive. feel the acid rain corrode. i want to take a picture. our lives would look disguised. wash away this lying world.<br />terminate this iron fist. strangled are we by the bastards of facist culture. strangled are we by the hands of our own people on<br />the stage it's "our lives". on the stage grows a mountain. as we stumble on we forget. steel toed this path of corruption.<br />conceal and steer our minds away